Living in Fear - Electric Life
                 LYRICS
1) Drool (5:05)

       Drool, formed at the base of her mouth
       dripped down her chin into a pool
       Approval, of some sort I guess
       I'm doing something right for once, it's okay

       Stool, that's all he thought I was worth
       I'd never win, a fool
       Approval, belated acceptance, yeah
       Finally doing something right, twice and it's okay

         Cruel, so cruel, she drools
         The onus is on me, so this is reality
         Cruel, so cruel, he drools,
         Yeah he's so sorry, so this is reality

       Cool, that's all I wanted to be
       but not grand enough you see, cause there's rules
       The difference between you and me, acceptance finally
       Thrice is just okay

         Yeah cruel, so cruel, she drools
         The onus is on me, so this is reality
         I'm the master with the key, forgiveness is that me?
         He drools, yeah he's so sorry
         So this is reality, so this is reality...

         Watch 'em drool, caked in their own stool,
         I'm no longer the fool

         c 1993 Mouton Music Canada

2)   Chinese Eyes  (1:52)

        I saw her standing there, in front of her electric chair
        I asked her, yes I dare, she said she didn't care

          Chinese eyes, she's got Chinese eyes

        The man came in the door, and so I hit the floor
        I watched him as he explored, I left cause he wanted more

          Chinese eyes, she's got Chinese eyes

        In a far away land, in a palace so grand
        Uprises the demand, and I ask for her hand
        The curtains swept across, and I think of my loss
        Wonder Who's the Boss, on my brain grows moss

          Chinese eyes, she's got Chinese eyes
          I empathize, Chinese eyes

         I thought that was nice, as I harvest the rice
         Later at a dinner of mice, I remember my life of vice

          c 1985 Mouton Music Canada

3)   Ugly People (2:31)

         Ugly people all around, up and down the halls
         They haunt me and I'm afraid that they
         Might want to be my friend
         I can not stand the thought of ugly people
         Around me or around my life I don't want them
         No I don't want them
        
         Ugly people get on my nerves, no wonder I'm so bad
         I don't know what to do when they come near
         Maybe they are queer
         No don't stand so close I might get your disease from your
         Big ugly person

          c 1985 Mouton Music Canada


4)  Dean  (2:16)

        Dean is very troubled, he thinks that he is right
        He is always at a loss, "come on now let's fight!"
        Dean thinks he has all the answers
        He thinks he reads us like a book
        But it is Dean who we read like he is glass
        Dean thinks he is King, but he ain't even close
        He's a weasel at best, a worm who should die

         Die Dean die...

        Dean is a phony looking for a life
        He walks all over trying to suck you in
        Dean does not care, his love is all show
        He will leave you when he has all he needs
        Dean thinks he is a special case
        He befriends anyone who he wants
        And throws them away when they are no longer useful

          Die Dean die...

            c 1985 Mouton Music Canada


5)   A Certain Sacrifice  (4:44)

         Everyone seems to think their so ordinary
         They feel their contributions are so small
         They look up to all the headline makers
         And think they're the ones who walk tall
           No one ever seems to look at their own lives
           And see the differences they have made
           Just like Jimmy Stewart in a feel good movie          
           You've made your mark and refuse to fade

             If you take the time, and stop yourself
             Look at your life, and see what you've done

               We've all made a certain sacrifice
               We've all in our life had to pay the price
               You and I, a certain sacrifice
               We'd do it again and not think twice

         The problems we make are ususally our own
         But sometimes that can't be helped at all
         We think of them first and ourselves last
         And really that's the way it should be
            So don't look down when you reflect on your life
            Think of all of the good you must have made
             It's never easy to put yourself second            
             But in the end you're the one who's made the grade

             c 1993 Mouton Music Canada


6)    Peel   (4:52)

         Smoky silhouette, she has no feelings
         Heat of the lights, keeps bare skin warm
         Like meat under a heat lamp on an assemly line of lust
         Perverts row is always full and she feels their pull

          And so what's the deal? Slowly as she peels
          away any remaining self-esteem, we help her peel
          away any hope of a dream

         Smoky silhouette, moves to center stage
         She looks so happy, she looks so eager to please
         But when all is said and done, we walk away having our fun
         We're home in bed with a lover,
         and this is something she has yet to discover

           And so what's the deal? Slowly she peels
           away any remaining self-esteem, yes we help her peel
           away any hope of a dream

          They tell me to wake up, the bitch is happy where she is
          They tell me to shake up, and not be such a silly ass
          They tell me not to worry about this girl
          Not to worry about this girl
          Well, I want to worry about this girl, just one of a million
           
         c 1993 Mouton Music Canada


7)   Fire  (4:28)  

        Seething up from the cracks of decay
        No longer caring what I do or say
        I'm consumed by a hate I never knew
        And all of this anger is directed at you
           Once the flames have been fanned
           The spite only grows in it's demand
           Anger breeds much more of itself
           My common sense is up on the shelf

              It's a fire, burning hot,
              I'm turning into something that I'd rather not,
              Consumed by fire, consumed by fire

         The heat and passion consume me whole
         And now I'm on a destruction roll
         Nothing can stop what she's begun
         I unleash my wrath upon every one
            I'm no longer my regular self
            I don't care about fame or wealth
            There is only one thing on my mind
            And I work myself into a deeper bind

              It's a fire, burning hot
              I'm turning into something that I'd rather not
              Consumed by fire, consumed by fire

          How did I ever get into this way?
          What exactly was it that she had to say?
          I never ever would have guessed that this was me
          Who is this hate monger that you see?

             c 1993 Mouton Music Canada


8)  Atonement  (3:05)

       Feeling guilty and I don't know why
       Feeling guilty and I don't know why
       I feel so evil, I feel so low, I want this feeling to please go
       Clear my conscience cleanse my soul
       Let me drink from the Holy bowl

       Feeling dirty and I don't know why
       Feeling dirty and I don't know why
       I feel so vile I feel so base I need this feeling to please erase
       Clear my mind cleanse my heart
       Let me ride in the Holy cart

       In my youth I must have done wrong
       In my youth I must have done wrong
       I don't know why I don't know how but these feelings haunt me now
       In my dreams and in my sleep the pain of youth it must run deep
       The pain of the youth runs so deep

       I feel so guilty don't know why
       I feel so dirty don't know why
       Should I laugh or should I cry, should I live or should I die?
       Should I walk or should I run, should I be morbid or have fun?

       Looking up towards the sky, looking up towards the sky
       Where's the answers I must find?
       The pain of youth it must run deep
       The pain of youth runs so deep

       Feeling guilty and I think I now know why...

       c 1993 Mouton Music Canada

9)  Sometimes, but not always  (4:39)

       Sometimes, but not always, I will miss you
       And sometimes, but not always, I will love you
       It depends on the time of day, it depends on my shades of grey
       On whether I need you, or not

       Sometimes, but not always, I will long for you
       And sometimes, but not always, I will lust for you
       It depends on the time of week, it depends on if I turn the other cheek
       If I want you, or not

          But you have to know, I'll not let you go
          And your freedom is mine
          You must realize, for I sense it in your sighs
          Yes, your freedom is mine

       Sometimes, but not always, I need to talk to you
       And sometimes, but not always, I have to get away
       It depends on my mood swings, it depends on how my soul stings
       On whether I understand you, or not

       Sometimes, but not always, I just want to hold you
       And sometimes, but not always, I need to scold you
       You say it depends on the weather, and I say whatever
       As long as we can work, as one

          c 2001 Mouton Music Canada


10)  Are we there yet?  (1:42)

         Give me a gun, I want to kill, give me a gun, I want to kill

            Are we there yet?

         Give me some salt, I want to eat, give me some salt, I want to eat

            Are we there yet?

          Give me some drugs, I want to sleep, give me some drugs,
            I want to sleep

             Are we there yet?

          c 1994 Mouton Music Canada


11)   Smalltown  (3:37)

          We're happy little elves, happy in every way
          We love our little jobs, every single day

          We take the city bus to work, and pine away our time
          If we're lucky we get a raise, but there's no reason or rhyme

            It's your future when you live in a smalltown
            It's your future, bag boy P.H.D.

          You can work at seven-eleven, or pump gas downtown
          Clean cars at the dealership, or pick stones for farmer Joe

          It ain't easy living these days, and we all know that's true
          But you gotta be yourself ya, you gotta learn to break on through

           c 1996 Mouton Music Canada


12)   Surreal   (4:30)

           I pictured you like this, blown away by a simple kiss
           Your hanging on a limb, with emotion on a whim, yeah
           My heart is on my sleeve, to hell with all the rules
           Just a hopeless romantic, just one of those fools, yeah

              And when I hold you it's, and when I touch you it's
              And when I love you it's, surreal, so surreal

            They say it's fashion, but I've got the passion
            To see you so satisfied, is the only wish I have, yeah
            My mouth is oh so dry, but my soul is oh so wet
            I need to be with you, your the best I've had yet, yeah

            c 1996 Mouton Music Canada


13)   Fire (A Slight Return)  (4:31)

          (Lyrics are the same as Track 7, just a different recording)


14)   Slacker Anthem  (3:40)

           Post-war boom, made more room, paved our way, I've got my say
           We play in the streets till dawn, and then sleep it off till noon
           We never need to go to school, gotta save our engery for tonight

               Slacker Generation, Slacker Generation, We are the...

            Mom and dad both work, so I go berserk, they're never home,
            They ensure my future
            No one's shown us responsibility, 'cause it would infringe on our
            young rights
            We have no accountability, we're party to the video game set

               Slacker Generation, Slacker Generation, We are the... 

             Untouchable, Unstoppable, Uncontrollable, Unaccountable 

             c 1994 Mouton Music Canada

             Lyrics to tracks 1 to 14 written by Thomas A. Ryerson
             Administered by Socan in Canada and B.M.I. in the USA.
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